no more drama, no more pain, but i feel like iv been hit by a runaway train, my heart it aches for just one more kiss, your hugs, your love i will forever miss, you were a rebel just like your dad, that did not make you as a person bad, you were always there with a kiss and your love, i hope you are looking down on me from above, help me to move on to get on with my life, it feels like my heart has been struck with a knife, lauren misses you, we all feel the pain, am i gradually going insane, i miss you nikki, i always will, why didnt i know you were so ill, i gave you the money that terrible night, was i wrong or was i right?, if i hadnt given it you would you still be around?, instead of where you are six feet underground, it haunts me as i helped kill you by giving you that, i feel a failure as a dad, i feel a total prat, i love you my darling im sorry for failing you miserably, but one day we will be together for eternity. xxxxxxxxx